yah, right.
August 17, 2011 | 1:13 AM
I've stopped writing regularly, because suddenly I didn't know what to talk about, and I didn't know what affected me anymore.
I might be okay, but actually I don't know how okay I am.
I can tell myself I'm okay, but seriously I have no idea. Honestly? I don't know.
But because it's me, I always appear okay. I know. It sucks, but I've gone beyond that a long time ago.
"I told myself to stop crying, because I didn't want you to feel guilty."
When I told ruilong about that, she said something that hit home so bad.
Ruilong Goh: you love him so much that you dont want him to feel guilty
even though I was hurting like anything inside.
fuck that. I really know how to hurt myself sometimes.
velda.
